Coriander Girl. My water broke in a lavender field. The PEC lavender festival of all places, a two day event where thousands flock to experience the magic. You might not know but coriander is my second favourite herb. I was surrounded by beauty, Tyler beside me, Hattie between us squealing with delight as we came over the hill. It was nothing short of a dreamy carnival. Many familiar faces were there and friends came over to say hello. I joked, this could happen any minute now, Im feeling the feelings today and Im one day past due. Just as the words escaped my mouth, a warm release of fluid came trickling down my leg. Guys my water is breaking It was one of the most exhilarating feelings Ive ever experienced,  something I missed out on with Hattie because they had to induce me due to low amniotic fluid. Its because of my traumatic birth with Hattie that the anticipation of our second daughter for 9 months had been wrought with anxiety, fear and doubt. I was dreading the possibility of another emergency c section. Every week with my midwives Id oscillate between trying for a natural birth experience or just booking a nice c section where I could at least be awake and Tyler could be in the room, I couldnt decide. I was hoping nature would decide for me and Id go into labour the day I was due. I remember telling my midwives early on that I longed for a birth experience in the woods with a harpsichord and a roaring bonfire but it could never be, previous c sections have to have an OB present during the delivery. Midwives can be there but they have to transfer care once we reach the hospital. My previous OB with Hattie, wrote in my file that even without an umbilical chord issue, my body might not be able to deliver a baby naturally. Try getting that out of your head. My midwife Christy said, let your body prove her wrong, but was that the piece of information that was going to trip me up while trying to give birth naturally and send me back to the emergency roomAfter months of doubt and uncertainty, something happened, a switch was flipped. I had booked a c section for July 6th in the event that if I didnt go into labour on my own before then, we were just going to make it happen, the nice c section. On July 5th I experienced total clarity, I knew what I wanted to do, I wanted to give birth to our baby. I cancelled my c section for the next day. You know the moment in Wonder Woman when theyre in the trenches and she gets up, climbs the ladder and heads into battle Thats how I felt, unwavering, resolved and empowered. So there we were, water breaking in the lavender field, the movie moment, hugging friends goodbye and hurriedly shuffling up the hill towards the car, complete strangers clapping for us and wishing us well. And where was my fear This negative weight holding me down throughout the entire pregnancy, my fear was nowhere to be found. I felt light and calm and ready. Special Alison Tyler' title='Special Alison Tyler' />Our midwives instructed us to go home, take a nap, eat a bit. This tiny being was preparing to come but might still take many hours. Unlike the first pregnancy, I was now on the clock given my previous c section there was a risk with how long I could labour before intervention and timelines dont exactly encourage oxytocin but I didnt have to dig very deep to keep my spirits light hearted, I was honestly in a state of euphoria. Just getting to experience my water break was a huge triumph. Back at the farm, we put on a few favourite songs, Hattie and I dancing naked in the living room to U2s With or Without you, Montell Jordans This is How We Do It. The three of us laughing and dancing in the golden light of the setting sun streaming in through the front windows will be burned in my brain for all time. Hattie does this bum shake dance that never gets old. I checked in with my midwives, cuz remember that timeline thing. They wanted us to come for 8pm to the clinic and see if there might be any progress. Off we went with a plan to stay at Tylers parents that night, closer to Belleville General if we needed to move fast. Christy and Freya met us there and together we decided to do a small procedure to see if we could get things moving as I had only dialated 1cm. Back at Penny and Bills we visited a bit and then all went to bed. I slept alone so Tyler and Hattie could get a good sleep, I was going to need him rested. Around 2 am I started to feel some cramping, it was coming on every six or seven minutes but sometimes skipping to ten or 1. I called Christy and she suggested waiting until things picked up a bit. Around 4. 30 I called again, this time the pain was coming on with a sharpness to it and a little more steady at 5 minutes apart. Christy thought best to come do a check at the house before making our way to the hospital. By the time she arrived, each contraction was bringing me to my knees. All I wanted to do was get low, close my eyes, and release sounds in the most primal way. I was dreading a contraction coming on in the van, they were almost too much to bare. Country music lyrics, guitar tabstablatures, chords source 1. The largest collection of detailed Neighbours episode summaries on the net ranging over the shows entire history. Over 50,000 screencaps and a search function. Alison Matthews, Actress Final Destination 2. Alison Matthews is an actress, known for Final Destination 2 2003, Ghost in the Shell S. A. C. 2nd GIG Individual. Brazzers big tits sex pics Alison Tyler fucking a big dick after a massage blowjob. Uxizs8/UoQ5EuFcpMI/AAAAAAAAHYE/Ks1VtOabbxA/s1600/2013-11-13_015.jpg' alt='Special Alison Tyler' title='Special Alison Tyler' />With each one, you just move through it and hold on breathing trying to remind yourself the pain is necessary to move your baby, not there to hurt you. When we arrived to the hospital I tried to beat the contraction to the front desk but it brought me to my knees in the hall. Within moments I was in a wheel chair and then on a bed, turned around leaning over the head of the bed backwards while kind nurses poked me with IV lines in between contractions. Duration 44min 10sec. Alison Tylers husband is not fully capable of satisfying his wife and thats the reason why she looked for another stud. Charles Dera. I was dreading the possibility of another emergency csection. Manual Encuentro De Jovenes En El Espiritu. Every week with my midwives Id oscillate between trying for a natural birth experience or just booking. 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So many serendipitous things about this birth, full moon, Tylers birthday, lavender fields and then my OB, she just happened to be on call the day I go into spontaneous labour. It could have been anyone of the 1. I get mine OBs have to be present for a vbac, vaginal birth after cesarean and I was amazed to find such a beautiful working relationship between Dr. Alavi and the midwifery team. There was an unspoken collective team spirit happening and knowing there wasnt an underlying tension between the two departments was such a comfort. The room felt united. There we all were, I cant recount much because at a certain point you go so deep and the room disappears. You lock onto a voice here and there giving you a direction, where to push from and how long and when to stop pushing so you dont tear. You go so deep and then you come to the realization youre the only one who can move this baby out of your body. I remember someone placing my hand on the top of her head, I could feel her hair but even then it felt an impossible task. We are adding all new pics, zip files, FHGs for HUSTLERs Barely Legal. If you have teen traffic, give it a try. And as always hit me up if you require any customs. Arrive at the park in style with your own copies of the HSB17 map, schedule, and artist bios Simply download these PDF files and print them out at home before. I remember begging for ice chips from Tyler and then he got good, anticipating my next spoonful. Then I remember yelling, no more ice I remember the mental shift and the moment I knew it was happening and I COULD do it, I would do it.